Life

von >Yui
In the city I'm not used to that's full of dirt,
I can't laugh the same and I walked with my head down
People pass by in a quick pace
I ask "has their dreams come true?" But I'm still struggling
I want to try living in the present
rather than returning to my childhood
It's my nature to be a coward
If I go to a sunny spot and stretch my arms out,
I wonder if I can go beyond the sky
that's what I thought
The wings I use to fly away are still invisible
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living
I just picked up a wet puppy
and for a while, I laughed so much that tears spilled
"I want to be loved, I just want to be loved"
is what I said. It's no good just to ask for it
When I was a child, there were days when I hurt my mom badly
I want to change everything
I went to a sunny spot and tried holding your hand tightly
I will destroy that place, that time so I can change my life
But I really can't express everything that's in my heart
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living
I went to a sunny spot and spread out my map, but
I know... You know... that even the path of doubts can't be helped
I can change my life
All the days that have passed make up the me that's here now
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living